Hello world indeed. I have been having one of those feelings, when your heart is pounding, your hand is numb and you feel like you are going to throw up..cause the funny feeling in my stomach just wont go away…phew!!!. And really there is no need for it at all. Nothing horrible has happened or nothing wonderful either. I am at home in my bed, watching the most random things on TV… a mondanely normal night, in a mondanely normal person’s life. But for some strange reason I am having this intense need to write. I have no clue why I am writing this blog. I have nothing to offer, I am not a good writer (actually a pretty bad one, eehh I made a B in my english class in highschool, but my teacher gave me the “H” award because she thought I was the student in the class that made the most effort…trust me I made no effort. I have always gone through life making the least amount of effort. I am one of those people who does ok, for some strange reason…but never very good. Everything is always just ok, not good…not terrible. Just mundane!!) Anyways, this blog is just for me to rant… just for me to write down my thoughs because I dont want to express to anyone specific, but I have this intense feeling to get it out, or I feel like I will explode..or just throw up!! Oh by the way I always have tons of dots (…) in my writing. I dont know why, its completely useless. My friend Nico says I am the only person he knows that uses that many dots when she writes…

Oh something really funny, so while I am having this super heart pounding, nauseating feeling. MTV is having a true life show about people that have panic attacks…and they describe the panic attacks as what I am feeling right now. But I dont think I am having any panic attack….just a funny feeling in my tummy.

Anyways, basically if some poor soul reads this blog I am so sorry. You must be suffering from more boredom than possibly imagineable. Oh by the way, I will be making plently of grammatical and spelling errors. I strive on errors, thats what makes life interesting.